Catholicism and christianity?

Sounds like you are finding truth outside the Catholic Church. This other church you are attending seems like it may be spirit-filled and is giving you good food for your soul. You will see that if you continue in this type of church, the Holy Spirit will move on you to leave the lifestyle which God does not approve. The Holy Spirit is the one who will give you strength to abolish this sin. God is merciful. He will be there for you and comfort you and direct your path. When you receive Jesus as your Lord and Savior and consciously follow Him, things will change for the better. May God continue to open your eyes to His grace and mercy! God Bless!