Is he lying to me or just blowing off steam?

well that was one email u read u dont know how several other potential replies went - but I dnt think its bad - again he may jus wana break from it all - doesnt mean he would take a break - there are times I wish I could not have pressures in my life - then he could have been lying to his friend to make him feel better and telling u the truth....when u ume.. the truth can be far from what u thought it was - my advice - tell him what happened and that it was an accident - u r sorry but u want to know how does he feel