Depressed; I don't know what to do?

The kids making fun of you are losers who need to be mean to feel good about themselves. What are the adults doing when this is going on? Pick yourself up, the others kids know your down on yourself, make and effort to act up beat show some attitude, fling your hair back. I recently lost my mother and my dad ped last year, I asked myself why should I get up everyday? My answer was it will get better and there are people who love me as I am sure you have loved ones to.Those immature kids are making you feel this way. Stand up for yourself , remember their shitty you are not. So you have a lisp it is not a big deal and things will get better.